Half empty or half full?

The last few weeks have been so crazy.I started this entry almost a week ago. It is now the 18th so I figured I should actually try and finish.

A lot has happened since my last entry so I will try and do a quick recap. The weekend of April 18th I worked because SU had their version of Hunger Clean-up at Fairfield and they came to Vincent House. It was a really fun day because we did like a field day and Emily came, which was also really nice. We both talk a lot about our crazy kids but she got the privileged of finally meeting mine.

Then the weekend of the 24th Colleen Mannix came to visit and I had a really good time with her. It made me miss Fairfield alot though especially at one point when it was Emily, Colleen, Eric and me at the bar. We had a busy weekend with a fundraiser dinner thingy on Friday night and went out downtown in our Sunday best afterward. It was alot of fun bar hopping and just hanging out. Then on Saturday Lucc returned which was wonderful because i really was starting to miss him (dont tell him I said that =0 )and we had some people here. Like usual the weather was not working with us and so beer pong and such had to be moved inside but none the less it was a good time. Then Sunday we just went to the park and hung out all day, it was wonderful because John's girlfriend was here and Matt's sister.

Then I woke up and it was May. I have no idea how that happened but anyways all six of us went camping in Penn. and with our luck our van broke down but it at least waited until we got there. This was really challenging and put a damper on our trip and some dealt with it better then others but definately was one of those things where you had to choose whether or not to see the glass as half empty- our van broke, stranded in Penn and going to cost us 600 dollars or half full- we all made it here safe, we are at a beautiful camp ground with plenty to do and jimbo to come to our rescue and pick us up. I tried to be optimistic and all in all the weekend turned out alright.

The next weekend I went home for a few reasons- eric was going so i had a ride, it was mother's day and it was beerolympics (drinking games with all my friends). It was a wonderful weekend home and I got to see most of my friends, saw Grama Downing, Grama and Pa and my neighbor Teri. Only people I really missed was my godmother kelly and my friend Beth but hey can't get everyone in one weekend. Hopefully, I will get to go home again soon and visit.

After going home though and not sleeping much, i got really sick last week. I took a day off from work and it was enough to kind of kick it in time for this weekend. This weekend Em's boyfriend Mike came to visit and we had a good time. We had a few people over both nights and just had some drinks.

So now that I have got you up on the basics, the reason i am writing this is because today has been a day of ups and downs and not so sure how to process it all. Work this last month has been really difficult. All of our college volunteers have gone home, Justin was out a few days because of personally stuff and the choices staff was moved to another building so no more visiting Aiysha and Nataylie =( This is the half empty- no friends to bug, less staff but just as many kids and stress. Half full- I have really made strong connections with some of the parents and have enjoyed conversations with them. Also, some of the kids have really started to open up to me and so I am able to try and provide advice on anything from relationships, to missing a parent.

I found out while writing this my little sister Anna was in a really bad car accident. Half full- She is okay, which is most important. Half empty- I am five hours away and can't hug her, her car is totaled, her insurance is going to skyrocket, and she caused damage to someone's fence and front porch because she fell asleep at the wheel. I love my sister to death but to say we don't have the best relationship would be an understatement so this just has jumbled up all my thoughts.
So here's the half empty:
On my way to work I saw a group of kids outside and as I got closer I noticed that two of the young boys were fighting. They were probably playing but it was escalating and one had just punched the other in the face. I was debating on if I should say something or not when I looked up and saw a woman much older ( I am assuming their mother) just sitting there watching. If this damn lady didn't care enough to stop her children from beating each other up then why should I. I walked away in disgust. How can anything I do have an impact on these kids when their environment they live in just sucks?? It breeds violence, drugs, and alcohol. Many of my kids have single young mothers whose boyfriends stay long enough for them to get close to them just before they move back out. I was talking to one of my preschool kids today and he was telling me how his mother beat the crap out of his dad because he had been out drinking. I asked him what he and his little brother did while they fought and he said he cheered them on. It is a form of entertainment to them. That is scary. I want to help. I came here this year to make a difference but maybe the problems are just to big for me to change anything at all.

Half full:
Today was a beautiful day. It was sunny and in the 80's. I was able to go to the gym and then walked to work. I read about how a recent March of Dimes walk here in Central New York raised like 5 percent more then they did last year. It is so wonderful that even in such trying times people can pull together their resources for a good cause. It makes me have hope that you can make a difference, even if its on a small scale. Another example of this is we met with a potential Francis Corps family tonight and they were amazing. It was a young mother and her two children and I was able to have a nice conversation with the mother. She was very inspired by what we do and wanted to help not only financially but by spreading the word of what we do and to connect us with other people who may help. What I do not think she realized is how much she motivated me. If this sweet and caring woman has so much faith in us then who am I to doubt it?? I will continue to get up each day and try and break through with my kids even if it is only short lived and one at a time. I will love them for who they are because hey they love me despite my many flaws.

Well now that I have rambled for like a week and tried to put it all in one entry I am going to call it a night. I do not know if any of this made sense but my conclusion is that my time here is flying by and I need to make the best of it. The world can be a depressing place but it is also a beautiful place. It has wonderful people in it that have faith things will and can get better and I have faith in them. I have faith that my conversation with a kid whose dad is in jail and he misses him will help him feel better for that minute, day or even week. So the glass is half full I just needed to look a little closer.

Smile because tomorrow is another day

its been a while from my last entry...sorry about that...i try i swear...but anyways

So not much to really report. Its April Vacation for the kids so this week has been pretty relaxing during the day but filled with field trips and luckily beautiful weather. Syracuse NY is really not that bad when the sun is out and shining. I had another girls night this time with a little more staff support so that was much more successful.

I officially have a plan after this year. I will be attending James Madison University in Harrisonburg Virginia. They offered me a hall director position, which means free housing and tuition. I am pretty excited about it because when I went to visit I really liked the people I met and the campus was really pretty. I am not so excited about moving again and starting to try and create a life for myself in another city. I have gotten use to Cuse and it is going to be really hard to say goodbye in July. Side note- I finish here July 31st and I am suppose to start there July 26. One that is impossible and two that means I am not home at all this summer, which is going to be hard not seeing my friends and family like I am use to. =(

In the past month I have had both family and friends go through so really challenging stuff,such as depression, eating disorders and dealing with the death of a high school friend. Needless to say, this all has been very tiring on me. I wish I could understand why or have the perfect answers to some of these issues. I have used this time during lent though to pray more often and started attending daily mass at least once a week. It was a nice way to start my mornings and gave me the confidence I needed each day. I realized that while at times my life was not a walk in the part there are always people that have it worse off and so I thank God for what I have been given and go and try and make a difference in others lives.

On another note, FCX had a much needed Lenten retreat the weekend before Easter. It was down at the Jersey Shore and it was wonderful. I really feel like we talked and laughed and just enjoyed each others presence. One day was a day of silence and fasting from anything that we choose. I decided to give up all electronic devices and to not snack during the day. It was challenging for me the big mouth not to talk all day and to really just take it as a day of prayer. My intention was for all those that suffer from mental illnesses especially depression and in memory of Sam. This day challenged me to think about what I am doing with my life both here in Cuse and for the future. It allowed me to think beyond just the job but my goals for the future. I dont know, it was helpful. Feel free to ask I can fill you in on my life dreams and desires HA.


Community life has been going okay. I love my housemates but we do have our moments. However, I am already sad realizing that I will not have a community next year and that we are all going to be in different places in just a few months. Matt and AJ to Boston area. Fem is heading back home to CT, Mary here in Cuse and then John in DC. If I include the Costa Rica volunteers it is even more spread apart =( Ed is off to Florida, Kiz in Costa Rica again, Lara in Cuse then DC and Erin is going to Tulane for med school. Oh well, plenty of nice places to visit I guess.

So much more to write but I got to get going back to the real world.

"Preach the Gospel if necessary use words"

You, give them something to eat

So Emily just read this article for prayer that talked about the story of Jesus Feeding Five Thousand and I found it very interesting. It talked about how the apostles at the end of the day just wanted to send the crowds away because they were tired and they did not have enough food. However, God challenged them to feed the crowds and by some miracle they did. They were able to pull their resources together and to turn 5 loaves of bread into enough to feed thousands. It is amazing what is possible.
Lately, I have been just simply worn out. Between grad school, some issues here at the house, family issues and work I just want to sleep and forget about the problems, leaving it for someone else. I want to send the crowd away. It is easier to just pray for a solution but it is much harder to work for that solution. This past weekend I was at Fairfield, and I ran into a former student Marco who has been working on HIV and AIDs awareness throughout the world. It was nice to talk to him even if it was only for a few minutes because it is such an inspiration. He is just an average guy who felt passionate about something and is working to make a change. He is making the change he wants to see in the world. It is so easy to get caught up in every day stresses and not look at the big picture. I came here to Syracuse to make a difference and hopefully leave a lasting impression with the kids whom I interact with on a daily basis. I have some praying and reflecting to do but I believe there is something more I can be doing at work. I am doing my job and I love the kids but I am not challenging myself and I do not know if I am really "feeding them" or instead sending them off to get the food somewhere else.
I have decided to try and get people from home to understand a little more about what I am doing. It is really important to me that the people I am close to understand what this year is really all about because it has become so important to me. So, I have decided to start a collection at home to bring back used toys, can goods, clothes etc. here to Syracuse. With the no-spending rules in affect now, more then ever these things can make a big difference. I have made a facebook invite and I am also sending letters home to my family and neighbors. Anything I get is better then nothing so we will see.
Well it is late, I am tired and have a million things going on in my little head so I am going to go. I will try and write more soon. Plenty of things to still catch everyone up on.

taking time to breathe

Where does the time go? I honestly can not believe I have lived here for over six months now, or that I graduated over 9 months ago, or even that the weekend is even over. Life is always going so quickly, I just wish that it would slow down and then I feel like I would be able to enjoy every day. Do you ever feel like there is never enough time to get everything done? This past week has been crazy. The pre-school teacher was sick so my week started by getting called in two hours earlier. Wednesday Chris left early because he was sick, and then Friday I had "girls night". This was my attempt to have a special activities for all the older girls 8-12 because often there is not as much for them to do at our center as there is for boys. The evening I think went very successful, but was tiring. It was just me and 22 little girls running around the building full of pizza, candy (that was from vday parties at school not me!) and ice cream. The other girl that was suppose to be there to work with me had personal issues and spent pretty much the whole evening hidden in the office on the phone, so while the event was successful it was crazy. Thankfully Chris came back in and helped me clean up that evening, otherwise I may have been there all evening.

On top of that I have been so busy with grad school applications that I have not had time to breathe. I have finally finished all of the applications and now its just waiting it out. I am struggling to focus on this year while planning for the future and it has been a lot harder then I thought it would be lately. Between filling out applications, writing essays, and now I have to travel to interviews, I haven't been giving a 100% to my job or my community. I am going down to JMU on Feb. 23rd for a few days and then on the March 5th I am going to Canisius and there is a day in March I have to go for interviews at SU. It is taking away my weekends here and my time with my housemates.

I realize its important to do try and find a balance and so I have decided to try and make the most out of my time here. Any free time I have I try and spend it with my housemates. This weekend was great, Friday night I had girls night at work which meant 20 something girls 8-12 years old running around Vincent House full of pizza and ice cream. It was definitely a handful but the girls had a blast and so I guess it was all worth it. Then afterward just came back here and hung out with Em and Mike- her boyfriend whose up for the weekend. Then Saturday Em, Mike, Matt, Mary and I went downtown for Winterfest. It's funny how this city surprises me. I definitely was not excited about moving to Syracuse but its a pretty nice place and there is always a lot to do. Winterfest is like a ten day period that has all kinds of activities downtown for good prices. We bought a ticket for the culinary cruise and got to try samples at like ten restaurants. We also bought pitchers of beer to go for the nice price of ten dollars. Once that ended at four we headed back here for dinner and such and then had a few people over last night. It was fun, we played games, had some drinks and just chatted. It just made for a rough day on Sunday.

On Friday there were two things that happened that I have been struggling with. The first is a conversation I had with one of the girls about her home life. This little girl insisted on being the last girl to be dropped off on Friday night and when I asked her why she said she hated being home. She said it was boring and she was often left alone. This girl is only 9 and she is left home alone or in charge of her little sister (whose 5) on a very regular basis. She has very few friends and has a lot of responsibilities at such a young age. It was just another obstacle she had to deal with if she was going to be successful. There are so many things that need to change if the kids I work with are going to be successful it can be overwhelming. This young girl is very intelligent, she actually helped Chris and I by giving us directions to many of the other girls homes, and she has so much potential I just hope she is strong enough to get through the obstacles before her.

The other thing that has been on my mind since Friday is a comment made by one of the preschool boys on the car ride to school. He decided to was a good idea to tell me about how mom and dad had a fight last night and how mommy had been hitting dad. When I asked how he knew that he told me he saw her do it. I then asked where his older brother was at the time and he said he was in the room yelling "Jerry, Jerry" just like it was part of the Jerry Springer show. This conversation almost had me in tears as I am attempting to drive a fifteen person van on small icy roads in Syracuse. The violence that these kids see on a regular basis is horrific. The fact that when it happens it can be down played to as entertainment is disgusting. How can this even be reveresed? Shows on television need to focus less on violence as entertainment but its so much more then that. It needs to come from the parents. They need to care enough to raise them in a safe and violent free home and unfortunately many of the families I work with just dont. Children on a regular basis talk about how they are going to get get a beating when they act bad, and when they get angry at Vincent House their response is almost always to use their body as a weapon. I just pray that there is something to be done that can change this. I will continue to have the same conversation with my kids and encouraging them to use their words and not their fist until hopefully it registers.

Well on a positive note, this week is school vacation week and we have a bunch of field trips schedule and I am excited to get out of the center. Its causing me to think too much ha. Write more soon.

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New year, new beginnings

So, I keep telling myself that I am going to blog more and keep up with it and I really want to but there is always so much going on that I forget to do it or I am too tired. So I am sorry to anyone that likes to read this and find out what is going on in my life. I have been slacking on my blogging and promise to try and write more, as it is a new year. So much has happened since I last blogged that I do not even know where to start. The month of December was really busy. I worked long hours and was constantly running around but all the hard work paid off when I saw the kids/ parents faces when we delivered gifts to them. A typical day for the last two weeks of December was Chris and I would come in at like 9am, head to the HOP and fill the van with gifts, bring them to Vincent House we unloaded, organized and then wrapped gifts all afternoon, stopping for like a five minute lunch or to help out in pre-k. After lunch we would go to the HOP again and get more gifts. We then would either drive around delivering presents, calling parents to come get them, or spend more time wrapping. In between all this we had our Holiday Party, a field trip to the ice-skating rink and finally a trip to see Santa at the mall.All in all it was a great week just very busy.
I then got a great surprise when my mom came to pick me up and Krystal a good friend of mine was with her. It was awesome to see her and to catch up with her in the nice five hour car drive. Home is home. It was amazing to see my friends especially the girls. There was the usual issues with the family and I let it get to me on New Years Eve causing a little bit of drama but luckily I have the best friends in the world so everything is good now.
I came back here on the 1st with Krystal driving me, which was again awesome. She is one of those friends who I may not talk to that often but whenever we do its right back where we left off. So it was back to work on the second, it was a great day hanging out with Chris, Bridget and Maria. We cleaned and planned for the next week. Then off to retreat. Retreat was at Alverna Heights, which was beautiful with all the snow. It was a nice way to get back into the swing of things with the roomies. It was a reorientation and allowed me to look back on what I want to get out of this year. I had set high expectations of this year, despite trying not to and now that it is already January I had to look and reflect if I am meeting them. There is definitely room for improvement. The problem is that there just never seems to be enough time in the day. I want to give a 100% to my job and then community, dinner and prayer and its after 9 to make a phone call, write a letter, read etc. I am just going to work on prioritizing and doing what is really important.

So I officially am really bad at this blog, this one entry has taken me almost a week and I have not even wrote much. Ugh, its been an amazing weekend but I am exhausted more will come soon I promise.

Adventure of Ups and Downs

I can not believe I have not blogged in over a month.I am sorry to family and friends that have been actually keeping up on me through this. I kept meaning to blog and something kept coming up. A lot has gone on in the last month with work, the community, home etc. FCX has celebrated Halloween together, gone on retreat, had thanksgiving dinner with the JV's and had our first little party. All of these events had ups and downs of course but have continued to allow us to grow together as a community and we are now closer because of them. Halloween was fun, had trick or treaters come and then went to a party with Eric and his friends. Retreat was amazing. It was relaxing, reflecting and rejoicing with my community members, Bro Jim and Sister Ann. We got to go to Niagara Falls and that was beautiful and fun to sight see. We also got to work out some of the issues that we were having- nothing major but things that were important to talk about. Thanksgiving dinner with the JV's was a hassle to plan because they are not much of planners but once we picked a date and time, it was good. We all took on different roles and had fun cooking, cleaning and organizing all day. After dinner we had them stay for drinks and games, along with a few others such as Kev, Eric and some of my co-workers. It was a great time, smaller then planned because Syracuse got its lovely first snow storm that day but still it was fun. I also need to work on my temper when I drink ha but lessons learned. So like I said it has been a busy month. We have all now got back from home with full stomachs ready to get back to work and we are going to NYC this weekend which I am so excited for.
The last month in work there has been a lot of ups and downs. There was the SU basketball game with the kids, the incident with one kid who had a break down, a little girl who went missing for like 24 hours, and I got moved from the 7&8 year olds to the 5&6. without going in a lot of detail there are plenty of stories if your interested. Overall the issues with communication have definitely improved and I feel like we are a stronger team who can deal with the problems that arise. I still love going to work every day and getting my hugs from my preschoolers. I enjoy my morning rides in with Chris and while I miss my kids, I enjoy the younger group because they do not question me as much.
Life the last month clearly has been hectic. Um, I got wicked sick one weekend and had to stay in bed while the rest of the community went on a wine tour.I then managed to sprain my ankle while attempting to work out with Matty in our basement. I got really home sick and was counting the hours til I left but then was pleasantly surprised when it was time to return. I also have begun to do a lot more about next year and I have decided i am going to apply to grad school for higher ed. I do not know which schools but I am looking through websites every night to see which programs interest me the most. It is great knowing I have decided what i want to go for its now just where and making all the steps to get there.
In all of this I have realized how important prayer is. I am learning to trust God and let him give me the direction I am struggling to find. I realized that while it is important to have a plan, one decision is not going to change my entire life and that there is a plan for me, even if I do not know what it is. So my conclusion? Its been a long month with many different things going on but it has been one that has reminded me how important my faith is. I am gonig to work on living on the present and just enjoying life as it unfolds, lets see how it goes for me "the planner" ha.

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. -- Buddha

God has a specific call for each of His children

Wow, so it has officially been over two months since I arrived in Syracuse scared and unsure of what to expect. Last week for prayer I hung up all the goals we created as a group back the first few days of getting to know each other. First,it really made me miss the Costa Rican volunteers because they helped us create the goals and it was done when we were one big group of ten. It also allowed me to really reflect on what I am doing here in Syracuse, what I want to get out of this year, and what I should do after this year. This year so far has been a time of adjusting, to a new city, new friends, a new job etc. and it has definitely had its ups and downs but overall going well. However, I came into this year with high expectations for myself and therefore I think I need to start really working on living simply and to challenge myself so that I can get all that this year can provide. With this being said, I am going to start trying to work on just my stipend each month and not tap into my savings unless some type of emergency comes up. I also want to work on how I use my free time. I want to read more,start going to the gym, write in this blog more often so I do not have to write novels each entry but instead short and hopefully more interesting blogs etc etc. While I say this things come up and I may not go for a run every day or read a book a week but if I get a chapter done, I am making process. This year is really helping me to appreciate the small things like a conversation with a housemate, a short walk, or a phone call from an old friend and these things are what makes this year so great. I have the time to do it.

On a different note, I have really been thinking about what I want to do next year. Before coming to Syracuse, I was torn between higher ed or politics, and now while those things still interest me I love the work i am doing with the kids esp. the children with disabilities, something I did not have experience with before this year. I do not know what all this means other then I am going to have to do some serious discerning and praying to decide what the next step is.

So speaking of work, it has been rough lately. Not my children, I adore them esp the preschoolers that run at me and rap themselves around my legs when I enter the classroom to say hello, telling me they missed me, they love me or that i am pretty ha, it is surely a greeting I could never get sick of. It is more of issues with co-workers, and paperwork. A little bit of a communication issue with some of the people I work with but we are working on it so hopefully that will improve. It is more the paperwork that involved me having to choose which families to sponsor this year for Christmas, which was almost an impossible task because I feel like everyone in my program could use the extra help. It also put me in a weird situation because more often then not, families that had both parents or parents that were working I had to not choose and it sucks because in a way they are being punished for doing the right thing. Are we then rewarding those that do not work or even try to work? It is something I am struggling to with. It can be very disheartening to hear about a mother who just had her fifth child with another man who is not the father of the last four and she has not worked in over two years. I have decided that I may not understand the situation and while I believe my frustration is legit it will not fix the problem. Therefore, I am just going to keep going and love the child that I work with and hope I can have even the smallest impact on their life so they will make better decisions in the future. If I can make one kid smile tomorrow then I did my job right.

"You are a small but important part of God's magnificent plan"

prayer

Today we went to St. Lucy's for mass. It was only the three girls because two of the boys went home for the weekend and Matt decided to go next door for service. Anyways, I am wondering how I can even begin to describe this service to those that have not been there. It is definitely is not for everyone, it is a very progressive parish in which people of all different backgrounds gather to praise the lord. At first it was a little overwhelming. We walk in and are instantly greeted by the priest who tells us there are three seats right up front for us, these seats are literally like two feet from where he presides (which is not on the alter but instead at the same level as the people) He then introduces us to the church and we tell everyone our names and where we are from. As the mass goes on, I notice there is a women who signs the mass for a multiple of deaf parishioners. It was awesome watching them participate in mass and other people trying to follow along with the signs. It made me want to learn. All in all I believe this mass was different, unique and a bit much for even me to handle at points but an experience i think everyone should have.

The best part of the mass was the diversity. We have been church hopping trying to find one that works for us and one thing that has been hard is many of the masses are full of older Caucasian men and women with little to no diversity. In a city like Syracuse that has people of all different colors, size and shapes it is disappointing to see how segregated the populations really are. At mass today there were African Americans, Hispanics, Caucasians, people that were deaf, handicapped, a midget and more. It was very powerful. This is how I imagine God wants it to be. Everyone together praying and singing in his name. Yes, there were certain traditions that this mass did not follow and yes some it may have not been actually by the book but everyone there was respectful and came there for one reason. This community all loved one another and prayed together. I just wish more people could be so open to differences.

My final comment about mass today is that I really enjoyed they had pictures and quotes of leaders and hereos from our times under the Stations of the Cross, they ranged from Martin Luther King, Mother Theresa to Dorothy Day. These people give me hope that we too can make change, even if it is one person at a time.

It is easier to have faith that God will support each House of Hospitality and Farming Commune and supply our needs in the way of food and money to pay bills, than it is to keep a strong, hearty, living faith in each individual around us - to see Christ in him. - Dorothy Day

time flies by

So its been a week since I have really sat down and wrote in my blog and it has been such a great week. I will attempt to back track. Thursday went apple-picking twice with the pre-k kids and had a blast. Spent some quality time with my new little friend to make sure thing were going okay and at the end of the day he cried and told me he didn't want to go home yet, which of course broke my heart. Overall great day with the pre-k as they continue to make me smile and laugh.One of the children who only speaks Spanish is also helping me to relearn Spanish. Friday was hectic but fun. The best part of the day was spending some time with one of the girls in my group. She is very quiet and so I didnt know much about her and I took time on Friday to find out a little more of her story. I have decided that is my goal. Each day to learn a little more about my kids, beyond their name and their school. I learn so much from them this way and find their stories so interesting but at the same time give them the attention that they are craving.

This weekend was amazing. While I am adjusting to Syracuse and enjoy my housemates I have also been dealing with just feeling lonely. I miss both FU and home and I hate not having any real friends to run off to when I am sad, bored or need to vent. For all these reasons and more this weekend was exactly what I needed. I got to see Jamie, Rach and Stringer. It was awesome. Didn't do anything too crazy, went to bars, had a few drinks but mostly just talk and caught up on each others lives. It really was great. However, this meant coming back late Sunday afternoon-hung over, exhausted and with alot to do.

This week we are trying to finalize everything for the reunion on Saturday where over 80 people are coming to celebrate the Francis Corp program. I am so excited to meet the former FC's and see what they are doing now. So outside of work I have spent much of my free time shopping for, organizing or decorating for this event. Work the last three days to sum them up because dinner is about ready and i am starving- Monday-tried new groups to fix the numbers problem we are having, it failed. Tuesday- took my group apple-picking despite the rain and it was wonderful. One of the kids J came with us too- he is in the respite program and I simply adore him. Wednesday-homework day got a chance to talk to one of my students who I never realized barely spoke English so I am helping him with that. Today I went with the 5-6 on a field trip to the Art Museum which was fun.

A lot on my mind about this week but we have visitors on their way-two staying tonight and three for both Friday and Saturday so I do not know when I will have a chance to write but I will I swear!